Yi Miao De An Wei - Huang Yida

闭上眼就看见你的侧脸 这感觉像你还靠在我肩 沿着你眉间轻抚忧郁的眼 让失眠的我守在你的梦里面 想听见你的呼吸在耳边 这音乐能平静我的一切 明天再遥远不过是训练 训练多疼你一点 一秒的安慰 是我想你的滋味 微甜的滋味 让我能去面对 欠你的安慰 尽管你从不曾说累 你寂寞的眼我发现 对你总不够体贴 一秒的安慰 是那思念的滋味 微甜的滋味 给你力气面对 温柔的安慰 让它流入你的心扉 给我机会去体会 生命里有你多美 想听见你说的任何字眼 会温暖这颗心忘了疲倦 再多的考验不过是训练 训练更多的了解

Closing my eyes, I saw your side face The feeling is like you still leaning on my shoulder Following between your eye brow, lightly caresses the sad eyes Allow me (which can't sleep) stay in your dreams I want to hear your breathing beside my ear This sound is able calm all of me No matter how far tomorrow is, it's just a training Train to love you more a bit A moment of Consolation Is the taste of missing you The slightly sweet taste Allow me to face Consolation that I owed you Even if you never say tired I somehow discovered your lonely eyes There's always lack of care for you A moment of consolation Is the taste of missing Slightly sweet taste Provide you strength to face The gentle consolation Allow it to flow into your heart Giving the chance to feel How beautiful life is, by having you. I want to hear whatever you say As it will warm my heart and forget all the tiredness Even more test but it's just a training Train to know each other more and more

This is one of my favourite song. Listening to this song somehow made me a feel calm, relieved.
I don't read Chinese, neither do I speak Chinese..I only understand just a wee bit of Chinese, through friends, dramas and songs.

Typical me

The typical me...When I've reached my limits, I'll become somene who couldn't care less anymore..

I've reached my limits for so many things lately, and this adds up to another one.

I don't care of anything anymore. For whatever reason that matters. It's the typical you, doing the same thing over and over again. I know.

Typical me, typical you. Nuff said.

Tahu...

Aku mmg dah lama tau...tapi tak sangka sehebat ni...aku rasa kecewa...terpulanglah...apa yang dia buat pn takkan buat aku percaya lagi... :) aku yang dipersalahkan, and yet ade sebab lain...bagusla...

atas nama persahabatan, kita lalui bersama.terima kasih kerana tidak berterus terang. ia membuat aku rasa tertipu sahabat.... :)

Sibu trip

4 days in Sibu. Well, not exactly 4 days, considering we travel to Sibu on Friday morning at 8.30, reached Sibu at 3.pm, and travelled back to Kuching yesterday morning at 9am, reached Kuching at 5pm.

We went to Sibu for the '**** bersama Rakyat' program. and we're out promoting the organization and it's components. And also to help the election campaign.

Sibu trip was fun, although there's so many flaws in our program. But on the bright side, there's so many things that we could learn from our mistakes. Like Edison said when he was experimenting his invention on the light bulb, 77 failures mean 77 mistakes that we shouldn't be doing anymore. I hope everyone feels the same and not blaming each other. Just let the bygone be the bygone.

Unfortunately, I didn't have enough time to buy the NBC shirt. Cheap² NBC shirt. uhuhu...

Memories were also made, happy, sad, etc. Hope to meet friends in Sibu again. :)

Personally, I think this trip is a stress reliever for me. Which selfishly of me, I didn't think much of the problems in Kuching, until yesterday, when I was on my way back to Kuching. And then I know things has gotten worse at some point (well actually, it hasn't got worse, cos it's bad enough as it is(real bad)), when my family told me what happened during the weekend. I wish for them to leave all of us alone and just get on with their own lives.

4 tiring days. I couldn't really feel it until I reached Kuching and woke up this morning. I was feeling very tired this morning, had nasi kerabu+iced nescafe for breakfast, feeling extremely sleepy later on, slept while waiting for Ifa in the clinic for asthma treatment.And now it's lunch time, the time where sleeping is legal during office hours but I DON'T FEEL SLEEPY AT ALL anymore..Dear eyes, this is so unfair. It'll be fair if and only if u keep it up for the next 3.5 hours.

This is the only place i can shit without people knowing who i'm shiiting about

The title's long and the entry's short. I know. I know.

I am seriously in a very terrible mood right now. Shit happened. Now I'm involved. And I know that they're talking shit behind my back. Whatever.

Dear human, please don't bled and have one ear deaf and rotten just because you've heard only one side of the story. You should hear from both sides.

DON'T.BE.STUPID.

The Jerry-sick 1

Seriously, saya sangat mabuk Jerry sekarang.ehehehehheheh...
Dulu saya tidak gila Jerry, dulu suka vic(huazelei), tapi mmg suka ken. Tapi saya belum gila sangat masa tu. Saya obses?maybe. haha. But I like this feeling. It makes me feel happy. Kak Eda was right, this is our therapy.

At least I know for sure that I'll never marry that guy. then having the thought of my dream to get married with the one I love shattered into pieces.

Brings me back to the years, full of dreams. Happy, nothing much to worry. Friendship, puppy love.

BAck then we only focused(me and most of my friends) on studying. Leaving school and then matriculation/form 6 and straight to university. Or from diploma to degree. Made it sound easy, huh? It was. We didn't think much on working after finishing our high school. All we had to worry was whether we choose form 6, matriculation, cert, diploma or straight to our degree. Which I think got me carried away.

I think i took most of the time for granted. I wasn't a hardworking student(i didn't really spend a lot of my time studying). I'd say I prefer projects and assignments, although sometimes the outcome wasn't as good as it should be in the first place, due to the last minute ideas that popped out of our brain.

Those were the good old days and that each and everyone of us greatly miss.

Jerry Yan-sick!ahahaha

I am so Jerry Yan-sick..ahahahah...saya mau kawen dengan dia, boleh ka?ahahahahahahah...

Watching Down with Love makes me watch meteor garden and I am so in love with him...ahahaha...

Rindu pada zaman-zaman matrik dulu. Betapa ada member yang sanggup curi2 tengok tv di bilik tv semata-mata untuk tengok tv. I remember my roommate, pukul 1 pagi tgk tv, sorg-sorg..on her birthday..tengok cite jack and jill ke ape, tah, tak ingat cite tu...

aku ngan lagi sorang member, pinjam cdplayer roommate member tu untuk tgk Meteor Garden, we slept like very late and when we woke up we just continued watching that drama. How we were so head over heels over that drama. Siap bli jigsaw puzzle of the F4, and berebut nak yang lawa.

Petang2 tunggu cite mis tres hermanas, yoh soy betty la fea, pkl 4.30 ptg. mis tres hermanas, cite pasal 3 orang beradik perempuan dan sorang abangnye.abangnye kawen dgn the evil margarita. yang aku paling ingat watak lisa ngan beba@beatrice. most people suka lisa and beba.but i can't even remember the hero's name.uhuhuh...

yoh soy betty la fea, the ugly betty..cite pasal betty yang hodoh yang mula2 dipergunakan oleh armada ke armani?*uhuhuhuhu, tak ingat*, tapi last2 dia jadi cantik dan the hero btul2 suka kat dia.skang ni ugly betty da jadi drama bersiri kat US, with american carera*tak ingat nama dia, yang berlakon the sisterhood of the travelling pants itu*.

awal2 lagi dah book tempat kat bilik tv. and that's the peak hours kat bilik tv. even makcik guard pn tgk kat blok kitorg.pkl 5 ramai beredar, tapi aku akan ke bilik tv pkl 6.30 utk tengok Meteor Garden.tak sudah-sudah...dah tgk pn nak tengok lagi kat bilik tv...tapi aku jarang gak la tgk telenovela spanyol, venezuela sume tu. minat aku pada cite2 ni ade gak, tapi macam kurang..tapi kalau Meteor Garden tu an exception la...ehehehehehheheheheh..