The truth

I felt guilty for making him cry. To hell for those who says I don't love him. I do. I really do.

But I was.. i don't know. I just can't control my voice. Seeing him like that. I can't.

I know it was wrong. But he was wrong too. Now the damage is done, and everyone is too ego to admit anything. And we don't know when things'll go right.

Selepas kursus kawen

After attending the pre-marital course, most people started to ask me when am I gonna get married. After the course muka berseri la, tak lama lagi nak jadi pengantin la, ape la.

The truth is, I don't know when am I gonna get married. After the break up thingy, I haven't had anyone in mind that I wanna marry or even think of getting married with. Or perhaps the ugly, fat and fierce-looking me is unapproachable, or maybe they don't like me because I'm being me. Some even sounded a little silly, for me that is.

After everything that happened this year, now I don't know when's the best time to get married (+ now that I'm single, but I haven't think of finding someone to replace him). I have a new goal that I'd like to achieve within this 2 years. And I need blessings and support for that.

Sejarah mungkin berulang??

Oookay..so here's the story..

Pada zaman dulu, ada seorang puteri. Dia ada dayang yang selalu menemani dia ke mana je dia pegi. Pendek kata diorang ni mmg rapat la. Dalam sesetengah cerita, konon2 si dayang ni ada abang, n puteri n si abang ni jatuh cinta n ada jodoh. Sama ada itu yang terjadi ataupun, si putera (abang kepada puteri) yang jatuh cinta pada si dayang. Either way, in most stories pasangan tu in the end akan kawen.

So here's how sejarah mungkin berulang. Years and years from then on, mungkin 2 kawan baik ni nye anak cucu dah terpisah sbb pindah sana sini. So most probably dorg tak kenal antara satu sama lain. Tapi somehow, their descendant jumpa balik n ditakdirkan jadi bestfriends. Tapi takde orang pun sedar akan hakikat itu, sbb takde yang saling mengenali dalam masa depan cerita tu. And ade la sedara from salah sorang dari gadis2 tu tersuka kat bestfriend dia. And the story goes on and on and on...

Macam sangat penglipurlara kan??It is possible?Apa yang ditakdirkan Allah memang tak mustahil, tapi rasa macam sangat novel or telenovel or etc. Tapi seronok gak camtu kan?