the moment you try to wake up, being the new you, not because you like it, but because you know that it's the best for you, it's the moment that things will not go as you planned it to. blaming it on you-don't-know-what...trying hard to survive but in the end you failed.
but deep down you know why you failed. the hardness was an endurance test. whether you really deserve the change or not. agree?disagree?
they say it's okay to lose. but you know that you're a loser when you lose the most to yourself. Yeah, yeah! old habits die hard. but it's the YOU that made it hard..