*sigh*

try...try...and try....it lasted for a few days...but series of unwanted events happened since the morning...tried to be happy, and quiet during the unwanted moments...but it didn't last long when an idiot called...epople has'nt seen me go extremely all out with my tantrums...it's real ugly...but well i'm trying not to, cos it made me feel tired...besides, i'll die earlier than i'm suppose to due to heart attack if i do it too often...which is why i'm trying to control it..*it's hard though esp when you hafta communicate with idiots who get on you nerves*

hmmm...felt better...thank you...