Emotionless, maybe not

I still do have emotions...Sadness, anger...are the main emotions right now...

The frustration is much more than i thought i'd endure..Never thought that thingss would be this hard, gone this far. It involves everything that i have.

how much more that people i love would have to endure to achieve the tranquility that the loved ones dreamt of?

Easier said than done. That is why i wish i could shut myself out from those people, which is impossible, because of the loved ones...Those people, they didn't help much, yet say so much, resulting in much more hurt, and damage than its already done. Not putting us back together, but making even more mess, crashing us down into pieces.

I wonder if the pieces can be put together nicely, just like before. Not perfectly (impossible), but just nicely to made up for all the damages that was done..