Tension

I feel tense. Why does she have to ruin other people's life?She was a rule breaker then, why does she hafta change now?Because her job is better than before, that she's in charge in almost everything?

And now, she feels like her life is ruined, so she tries to ruin the life of the others too? She's making things harder for me. She's so selfish..It's like she's trying to drag us too. I love her, but still mad at her.