What you should know

I wrote this last night. Just so u know..

Kambing BBQ

Last week, just before Ramadhan my family had this little gathering, tahlil and a little celebration on my parents' 34th wedding anniversary. So, ada BBQ la sikit...Sebenarnya, ayah request nak kambing bakar macam aku buat dulu. The problem is, i never remember my recipe. So today, aku nak abadikan ingredients aku kat sini. hmmm...

Kambing
Hunt's Honey Hickory Sauce
Gula apong
Madu
Cayenne pepper
Cajun spice

Setakat ni ramai kata sedap, termasuk abang sedara aku yang dari Makasar tu.. Dia punya BM memang lain sikit, dan makanan pun lain.. So, kalau dia kata 'nyamang' (nyaman/sedap) tu kira bole la kan...heheheheh...

But i don't have any photos of the lamb. Warui ne...sibuk sangat lupa nak ambik gamba...hmmm...

Here.

The Family Day was fun. For dinner i had chicken, sausages, prawns and crab. 

The bad part was my superior fell when they were playing games, his chest hit the ground first. I thinj ut made everyone panic for a while, but alhamdulillah he was okay...

and i guess the best part of it was i had a good laugh with friends. And being able to go to Pandan Beach. Pandan was beautiful, even more beautiful than i remembered it was. I remember vaguely when my family and i went there, i was about 4, or maybe 5?i think we went there with my mom's colleagues, with the bus, and the ferry. I remember drowning. There. But i was never scared of the water. Alhamdulillah. In fact i love it more. Haha. I guess that is one of the reason why i love pandan beach, other than remembering it was beautiful. 

Good things must come to an end. I guess it was true that the person who laugh the most is the one who is easily hurt. Yes. Being sensitive hurts you easily. You can laugh, but deep down you know it hurts. Some big things, the obvious sometimes doesnt hurts, but small things does. My my....i should use my heart even less than i have now.

Why am i updating my blog although it looked like i have forgotten about it?because a friend, a sister told me i have so many things to say in fb, so why don't i blog? Yep, i almost forgot that i actually own a blog. Ahahah...now now...let's just sleep. Goodnight.

The Title?

The Iron? (refer to previous post)...what was the iron about?nothing related to the iron at all..hahahaha...

And yet, i am here, after almost a year abandoning this blog. Dear blog, I'm sorry...So many things happened this year, and not even a single post updated. For Driving miri-Kuching-Miri to the wedding, and the blue tear, and oh i can't remember the other stuff...hmmm...ok...i'll be back in a few hours. So many work to do, and so little time left..hmmm...ttfn.ttyl.

The Iron

Life wasn't that fun last weekend. I was suppose to come back here last sunday and after my long lost friend's akad, but I had to go to Lawas on Saturday, so there goes my weekend. Well Lawas was suppose to be fun, but it ended up kinda shitty, due to some people's attitude, or it was me who's being too emotional. oh, there's a fly in my room. I wonder how it got up here. Dear Encik Lalat, go away before i kill you.

October was a month that i feel fun, but i don't think my birthday month gave me the same happiness. My birthday however was okay, i rarely had fun during my birthday, but this year turned out to be okay, just okay. Nothing bad, nothing too nice. I wasn't expecting anything, i only hope that no shit will happen. 

Lawas was a major disappointment, from the moment i reached there, i almost constantly chanting to myself that i shouldn't have been there. It got worse during the evening, and worse on Saturday evening. The Pesta Lawas was okay tho, i even bought Stevia which was sold cheaply there (well, they were promoting the stuff, so i was really really cheap), and the fella even gave me stevia leaves to try. Buying Stevia means I'll have to say no to Altel Simcard, My guess was Altel was cheap, but i think i've had enough shopping. hahaha. Its the middle of the month and as I said, October and November wasn't been nice enough to my pocket. haha!

I just hope tomorrow life will give me happiness.

Blog, blogger, blogging

I used tp blog everyday. yes, everyday. But now, i've lost my touch. ahahaha..touch la sangat...dulu blog panjang berjela, sekarang 3 4 lines dah siap...haish...i am such a boring person. i've a lot to tell but i only have it in my mind. Not so much of a verbal person anymore?? Maybe, sbb sekarang aku akan penat bila berbual terlalu lama....oh dear me, please get a life~~

Pergi tak kembali

Pernah tak tersangka orang yang kita cinta dan sayang akan tinggalkan kita? Hidup ataupun mati, kita ditinggalkan. Sakitnya bila yang pergi meninggalkan kita dengan sejuta memori.

Aku rasa tak sanggup nak baca cerita pasal ahmad hakimi, dan isterinya, asma'a, kerana pasti kisah yang pergi tak kembali meruntun jiwa. Ramai yang membaca, menangis dan merasakan indahnya kisah cinta itu, dan tragiknya bila segalanya berakhir sekelip mata. Mereka di dalam MH17 kembali satu persatu ke Malaysia dan negara2 asal, meninggal rasa duka yang tidak terungkap oleh kata-kata. Hanya yang merasa memahami. Sedih yang diungkap, pilu yang dirasa.

Aku harap semua hanya mimpi. Satu omongan, fitnah dari dunia siber yang sentiasa memuntahkan pelbagai kebenaran dan kepalsuan. begitu juga MH370, andai mati mana kuburnya?andai hidup mana orangnya? 2 peristiwa yang benar-benar menyentuh hati.

Tuhan Maha Mendengar. Mungkin dulu kita kata ketika MH370 tidak dapat dikesan, lebih baik kalau tahu MH370 terhempas, sekurang-kurangnya kita tahu semua dah kembali kepada Sang Pencipta.

Kita duji sekali lagi dengan kembalinya mereka di dalam perut MH17 kepada Sang Pencipta. Benar, kita temui di mana mayatnya, kita tahu di mana kuburnya, tapi ia tidak mengurangkan walau sedikitpun rasa kehilangan, sebal, sedih, nyilu dan pilu di dalam hati.

Tiba masanya kita belajar. Untuk bersatu, menjadi dewasa, matang, menjadi lebih baik. dan paling penting menyebut yang baik-baik sahaja, kerana kata-kata itu adalah doa.

Bagi pengkritik dan haters, Kau boleh kritik, kata semua tak bagus, sebab di hati kau hanya kau dan sahabat kau sahaja yang sempurna. Ya benar, kita perlu belajar, sentiasa ada ruang untuk penambahbaikan, kerana yang sempurna hanyalah Dia, pemilik sekalian alam, tapi bukan mereka sahaja, kau juga. Sudahlah, hentikan menghukum tanpa empati, tilik dulu dalam diri. Omongan itu cerminan diri. 

#mh17 #mh370